Life is Lifing

Hello Everyone!

I yet again, apologize for the inconsistency! As of lately I've been feeling very off, not like myself, not motivated or inspired. Health wise I've been going through it, I'm not energetic, I'm tired all the time, literally drained for no reason. I don't want to leave my home and to make matters worse I've been having complications with my fibroids. How many of you have fibroids? Seems like more and more women are getting them. Why? Is it our food? Environment? I know hormones plays a big part but there definitely has to be more going on. Depression has been playing a role in my lack of motivation too, it's literally kicking my ass. As for my job well that's another story, it's just not serving me like it once was, the energy / vibe is just off but hey the insurance is great lol and right now I'm putting that to great use. I'm just one cluster fuck of a mess. When I think I'm doing good I get smacked in the face with something to bring me back down. One minute I'm on the road to going on my glow up journey then I'm not. My head is just as all over the place as this post. I'm being very transparent here and probably saying too much but I know I'm not the only one that has been feeling the same way so I'm here to let you know YOU ARE NOT ALONE. Life has been lifing and its been a rough one for us all. 

Well I'm going to end it here. I just wanted to come on really quick and give you an update. 

Mini Lux Haul

Hola friends,

In my last post I mentioned that I went shopping in Madrid. I figured I'd share what I got because a few people asked. Let me just say

Trip To Spain

I went topless! It's been on my bucket list for a really long time but I could never get myself to do it. What better place to do so than Ibiza tho - right?! It was brief but it was major for me because I'm not comfortable with my self let alone out in public but it was liberating. No one cares out there, it's normal for them. I let all the chichos hang out. YOLO!!

I'm back!! I'm working on my lack of consistency - I promise. Mental health and life has been

Galentine's Day

What does Valentine's Day mean to you? 

We often associate that day with the love of a significant other.  I did too until I lost my love.  Today Valentine's Day means being loved on by my family and friends, my tribe as I call them.  My tribe has been

Greece OMG

Dubai and Bali

 

2022 Its been real

Hiiii everyone! Hope all is well, I know it’s been some time but I had decided to take some time to myself. I devoted 2022 to traveling and healing and in the process I gained

My Apologies

"A strong woman knows she has strength enough for the journey, but a woman of strength knows it is in the journey where she will become strong"

...why am I apologizing?  Well, it is not only an apology to you, my readers but also to myself, for the lack of consistency.  I had so many plans for both IG, Youtube and this blog.  Plans to move...

Living Life

 Hello Everyone!

It's been a while, I hope everyone has been well and keeping safe as we go back to "normalcy".  I've been ok as usual there are good days and there are bad sad dark days.  I allow myself to feel and release but never forgetting to get back up and LIVE because...

Happy 43rd Birthday To Me

1 year ago today my husband forgot my birthday and I knew in my heart things were getting bad.  He would have NEVER...

Fall Vibes 2020

Here are a few photos from yesterday!  I can honestly say I had a good weekend, Friday - Sunday!  Dinner with

Still Encouraging Me

My husband had bought me a tripod, a really nice one too!  He said “I’m not able to take your pics anymore so you’re going to need this."  I refused to use it and didn't even open it,

HAPPY LOVE DAY 2020

 Happy Valentine’s Day!! 

Love Day / Valentine’s Day shouldn’t be just about boxes of chocolates, balloons, expensive dinners etc etc.

Life Update Feb 2020

I had made an IG post saying I wasn't going to make any New Year's resolutions but I did low key set some goals for myself.  One of them being to really get busy with this BLOG because

BUHBYE OCTOBER

Apologies for posting this so late...

October is a bitter sweet month for me.  I love all the Fall activities and weather but sad because its the month my mom passed away, still I

MAKEUP HAUL SEPTEMBER 2019

You've probably heard (read rather ha) me mention recently how I haven't been motived and that makeup really hasn't been my "thing" lately.  Lack of motivation and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER

jeans //  tee //  shoes //  purse //  blazer unknown //  shades (glasses)

Hope everyone had a great weekend and I hope today (Sunday) is even greater.  My weekend was good, yesterday we celebrated my sister's birthday - afterwards

August Fashion Favorites 2019

Good-bye August and hello September!  I can't wait for chilly Fall weather - my favorite time of year - YAY!  For August I kept things pretty simple and 

GOOD NYC DAYS

What a gorgeous weekend we had.  I hope every one of you had a blessed one – I definitely did.  I’m trying to make the best of my days, before the cold arrives.  Saturday I had a dentist appointment, I hate the dentist but we all know how important it is so I’m in there every 3 months for my deep cleanings.  Oh I had

GRWM 8-3-19

Makeup vids have become so foreign to me but this weekend I felt inspired to record, on my phone but hey.  Makeup isn't something I have much time for, the motivation isn't there but sometimes I have to remember makeup was my first love.  Since kindergarten, back when I'd steal my mom's lipstick and apply it at school.  I was way too advanced but I remember I'd always enjoy watching my mother apply makeup before going out.  She's also dye her hair jet black, actually, it was blue black by Nice & Easy, funny how I once thought black hair was boring but that's all I do now - Jet Black. Ha, I guess the apple didn't fall far from the tree.  My mom was the makeup queen so much so she eventually got it tattooed and her BFF was the skin care queen, the perfect duo.  My teachers and my inspiration!!  I remember my mom's BFF (Wanda) telling me to ALWAYS take care of my skin, and I did!  Always have and I always will.  Ha, random memory just popped into my head;  I remember applying bright red lipstick on my little bro.  Good times!  With that being said makeup is art to me, a form of expression.  Gone are the days when you wouldn't catch me without eyeliner or red lipstick.  Still my favorite lip color btw!  Times have changed tho.  But this weekend I applied some and I was in my zone.  I didn't do much but its amazing how little one can apply but how big the impact, it makes me feel pretty, put together, its my "me time", sort of like a meditation where nothing exists except me at that present moment.  

Here's the video, not the best quality but who's judging lol - right?