Wednesday, January 3, 2018

Happy 2018

I hope everyone had a great New Year! 

Mine was pretty good considering.  It was spent with family which was a little different, I can’t remember the last time the husband and I did that.  The last couple of years we celebrated alone in our home, I was usually asleep by 12am.

Speaking of which the husband is doing ok, every day is a challenge.  He’s just not the same, nor does he look the same, people are noticing and they're all concerned.  He’s supposed to start treatment; actually he was supposed to start about 2 weeks ago.  The insurance denied it because he’s a MALE.  Like how is this even possible?!  He’s a male with breast cancer so the one treatment he has left and the one treatment the doctor is most hopeful about is the one giving us the most trouble to obtain.  We’re in the appeal process, we're all praying and keeping our fingers crossed.  I’ll keep you updated on that.     

The thing about going through a difficult time is that you tend to lose yourself.  Today’s comment first thing in the morning at work was “why does your hair look like that?”  Uuummmm, because I had no time to comb my hair, THAT'S WHY.  I have more important things to worry about at this point and my appearence is at the bottom of the list.  Yes, I should be taking care of myself, I get it, but when you feel down and depressed usually getting cute is the last thing on your mind.  At this point just be happy I showered *joking / not really* lol.  Depression, sadness and hard times in general can really be a mother fucker.  

I’m going to attach some random photos from Christmas Eve and New Year’s Eve.  Hope yall enjoy!!!  Sorry for the poor quality, pics taken from my iPhone.

My Fighter

Jammies: Target from the Hearth & Hand with Magnolia collection.  I'm literally obsessed!!!

My New Year's Eve outfit of the night.  Simple and comfy.  Jeans:  F21

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